Its that choking feeling When you know you cannot tell anyone That deep desire of yours Which almost came true Before you ruined it

This is life.

The despair and the smiles a part of it.

Where one person makes the journey of a lifetime

And the other sobs and hurls abuses to a computer screen.

How pitiful.

How meagre.

How absolutely pathetic.

That someone’s happiness pricks you like thorns.

I feel anger.

I feel helplessness.

I feel jealousy.

I feel hatred.