Sinking — The Roving Quill

There have been so many days when I have sat and stared at the ‘New Post’ page, felt a flush of things I would like to let out, and ended up not being able to write anything.

However, things are rather morose and have been looking down, through the past few weeks. Highlights:

I missed yet another trip to the Taj Mahal

I have yet again, been rendered homeless

I am going to be alone on Holi

I can feel the summers coming back

I am, for the first time in my life, regretting a career decision

I am giving up on people

I have not used my camera, apart from office birthdays and training sessions

I am not losing weight, or learning how to drive

I feel completely wasted and angry all the time

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The most important thing to me just now is that I am sinking, and there’s nothing to hold on to.

3 Comments

PeeceeMarch 18, 2011

@ Naween Bhaiya and Ronjon: Have been grinning stupidly ever since I read these, thank you :)

Ranjan AtreyaMarch 17, 2011

Adding to your pal there:

I missed yet another trip to the Taj Mahal:
So what, there's always Goa to look forward to :D

I have yet again, been rendered homeless:
Being on the move is rather good, keeps on on ur toes and u get to know the city so much better, bear the trouble for a bit

I am going to be alone on Holi:
Guess what, so what is the other half of the world..no biggie, if it comes down to it put some colour on the face and enjoy a cold one with ur feet up

I can feel the summers coming back:
That I have no cure for, but a stronger regulator wudn't hurt wud it

I am, for the first time in my life, regretting a career decision:
That is my thought every 2min of life now, doesn't stop you from enjoying the other 1438mins in a day

I am giving up on people:
That's not all good but giving up on certain people just might make u feel a lot lighter, so good on u for deciding ur bunch

I have not used my camera, apart from office birthdays and training sessions:
I can say the same about my camera, my guitar, my cycle, my pressure cooker,my clothes scrubber and my blank canvas....wanna race??

I am not losing weight, or learning how to drive:
By thinking so much ull lose half of it anyway, the driving bit u need free roads, free time and a free mind..all three look scarce right now but ull find the time wen the time is right

I feel completely wasted and angry all the time:
That can be solved by sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many things that I dont even know where to start

There all sorted, bring the next lot on now

naweenMarch 17, 2011

i read the title as skiing first :P

okay now. *rubs his hands, rolls up sleeves*

holi gathering happening at dwarka. you might consider going.

homeless again?? you could put that as a talent in your CV!

Taj Mahal, the last i heard, hadn't moved!

Charity begins at home. So could camera use!

Summers. In gurgaon. All the best :D

Learning driving and losing weight shouldn't be done together. They kind of defeat each other's purposes :P

Okay. End of free ka advice. Further stuff available at appropriate charges :P

Oh! And btw, I have about 20 "drafts" in my account, lying in that stage since god-knows-when :P